You know, I just kind of miss my pass two boyfriends who actually cared a lot more. Cared for every little details, everything, cared more than they care themselves. But yeah, just kind of miss the feeling of being cared. Lots of little actions, little surprises. </3 I am just kind of stupid to dumb these goodies. Although they may be not my type of ideal boyfriend, at least they are real to me.