Really. I believe one day you'll get the chance to read these posts. Please do not get mad or me do not break up with me and everything. I am just really upset and sometimes telling you these you'll never give me a pair of sincere ears and heart you always end up telling me how good you are when you do nothing!. I just basically bottle up myself nowadays in this relationship. Know you're working so I really try my best not to cry for these and try not to throw these things out so this is how I release the sadness.